RikimaruKF

These suicidal tendencies, they enter my brain, Forever my love is lost, and hope is gone, un-sustained, Always in pain, looking for others to blame, Emotions are so hard to control, impossible to tame, I never felt this pain until you came. This crazy love sick puppy gone, dead in the rain, His blood now drips slowly into the drain Who will be responsible, and take claim?

It's so hard to not think about you. I close my eyes and i see your face. When I dream I remember the happiness I used to have, and now that it's gone, it's almost like there's no point anymore. How do you surpass this feeling of..emptiness? This..loneliness? All of my secrets, my..darkest bearings, things only you know, things that make me feel cold at the thought. I don't know how to do this. I try to look inside for answers but all I see is darkness, sorrow and loneliness. You said this would be easy, I would get over it in a matter of weeks, that it's ok. Well it's not. Each day I grow tired, I get soreness of the soul, and the reape

As I sit here, playing minecraft, after walking for an hour in the hot, sweaty weather to come home I call the house,but no one answer. Ring, ring ring, ring. Nothing I call again Ring, ring, ring. Nothing again. As I sit here on this bed, trying to hold back my smoldering hot tears, while you lay in that hospital bed possible looking into the faces of death, feeling his unfortunate tight embrace, and smelling his sour, salty breath You call me from the hospital and tell me that they're going to keep you, and you don't know how you got the sickness, that they don't know how it developed You call me and tell me that everything is going